Mature Thinking, Infused with Love

“Brothers and sisters, do not be children in your thinking; rather, be infants in evil, but in thinking be adults.” (1 Corinthians 14:20)

Mature Thinking, Infused with Love

This quote from Paul comes in the context of him talking about how some in theCorinthian community were using the gift of speaking in tongues in ways that did not benefit the community.  As Paul says in verse 17, “For you may give thanks well enough, but the other person is not built up.”

And Paul is not talking about thinking or the intellect as the be-all or end-all.  No one could write the “love chapter” - 1 Corinthians 13 - which comes right before this, and conclude “And now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; and the greatest of these is love” and think that our thinking is the most important thing.  Paul is simply saying that we must be mature in our thinking.  We must think through our actions and discern if what we are doing and saying is contributing to the common good.

He also says that we should be “infants in evil.” (verse 20, above)  In other words, do as little harm as possible! What I extract from this for myself is this: “Peter, pay attention to your words... pay attention to your actions.  Are they loving?  Are they building up others?  Or are they violent in some way?  I.e., Are your actions and words damaging others or tearing others down?”

After his conversion to Christ, Paul spilled a good bit of ink writing about living “in Christ” and “in the Spirit”, and he reinforced this by talking about how we should honor and love each other, and how we are called to work for the common good.  Consider this line:  “To each is given the manifestation of the Spirit for the common good.” (1 Corinthians 12:7)  These three chapters in 1 Corinthians - chapters 12-14 - are about spiritual gifts.  And the chapter about love is right in the middle of these chapters!  The Corinthians had been misusing the gifts that God had given them to exclude themselves from others, to separate themselves from others... and Paul was calling them on it!  They were not acting in love.

Our thinking, our speaking, our actions - if we are following Jesus - are to be infused with love.  I often see the effects of my speech and my actions.  Sometimes I miss the mark.  Sometime I do damage and hurt someone.  I am then called to apologize to the person I have hurt, and do whatever I need to do to be reconciled. (This includes asking God’s forgiveness, too.)  This is the way of Spirit.  This is the way of Christ.  This is part of our calling - to be mature in our thinking and in our actions.  

That maturity comes when we abide in Christ.  Sometimes I do not demonstrate Christian maturity. To quote Paul, “If I speak in the tongues of mortals and of angels, but do not have love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal... and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing.” (1 Corinthians 13:1, 2b)

On the other hand, we always reclaim our something-ness... our beloved-ness in Christ... when we love.  No one who loves is a nothing or a nobody!

How's That Bible Reading Coming?

“Then the king directed that all the elders of Judah and Jerusalem should be gathered to him. The king went up to the house of the Lord, and with him went all the people of Judah, all the inhabitants of Jerusalem, the priests, the prophets, and all the people, both small and great; he read in their hearing all the words of the book of the covenant that had been found in the house of the Lord. The king stood by the pillar and made a covenant before the Lord, to follow the Lord, keeping his commandments, his decrees, and his statutes, with all his heart and all his soul, to perform the words of this covenant that were written in this book. All the people joined in the covenant.” - 2 Kings 23:1-3

How Is That Bible Reading Coming?

“Will you continue in the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in the prayers?” (from “The Baptismal Covenant,” The Book of Common Prayer, p. 304)

“We call [the Holy Scriptures] the Word of God because God inspired their human authors and because God still speaks to us through the Bible.” (“The Catechism,” The Book of Common Prayer, p. 853)

“Will you be diligent in the reading and study of the Holy Scriptures, and in seeking the knowledge of such things as may make you a stronger and more able minister of Christ?” (“The Examination,” The Ordination of a Priest, The Book of Common Prayer, p. 532)

We are encouraged and reminded as laity and as clergy - over and over - to read and study the Holy Scriptures.  This is one of the key spiritual practices expected of followers of Jesus.  Jesus studied and knew the Hebrew scriptures - our “Old Testament”.  We are reminded at every baptism to continue in the apostles’ teaching.  The apostles’ teaching has come to us through the Bible.  We believe that one of the best ways to encounter the LIving God - the Christ - is through the Word of God... Holy Scripture.

A young King Josiah was told that the “book of the law” had been found in the house of the Lord - the Temple - presumably after it had been missing for awhile.  When a man named Shaphan read it aloud to the king, Josiah tore his clothes - a sign of mourning and repentance. (2 Kings 22:8-11)  A little while later, King Josiah called all the inhabitants of Judah to the house of the Lord, and then read the book of the law to them, and then “made a covenant before the Lord, to follow the Lord, keeping his commandments, his decrees, and his statutes, with all his heart and his soul, to perform the words of this covenant that were written in this book.  All the people joined in the covenant.” (see verses 2-3 above)

The finding of this “book” - which was probably a scroll - let to the religious reforms that King Josiah became known for during his reign.  (Continue reading 2 Kings 23)

Without access to, knowledge of, and putting into spiritual practice the Word of the Lord, we have only many, many other words, voices, and opinions - many of which may not be grounded in God.  When President Lincoln said “A house divided against itself cannot stand” - in a speech at the Illinois State Capitol on June 16, 1858, when he was campaigning for the U.S. Senate - he was quoting Jesus (either Matthew 12:25 or Mark 3:25 - take your pick).  His listeners would have known that he was quoting from scripture - from Jesus’ own words.  (I wonder - today - if some Americans might hear those words and say, “Oh! That’s Lincoln!”, but not realize that the words originated with Jesus.)

The point is that the word of God leads us to Christ and leads us to life - to what Jesus called “eternal life”, to what Paul called “life in the Spirit”.  The Bible isn’t primarily an “answer book.”  It is designed to lead us into a whole new way of living and loving - grounded in God - with “Exhibit A” being the life and teaching of Jesus, who is revealed as God-in-the-flesh.

But none of these words make any sense, and this whole new way of life isn’t often known as an option available to us... unless we turn to the Bible, and read and study what is there.  Paul wrote to the Romans:  “But how are they to call on one in whom they have not believed?  And how are they to believe in one of whom they have not heard?  And how are they to hear without someone to proclaim him?” (Romans 10:14)

There are all kinds of people proclaiming the faithfulness of God, the love of Jesus, and the power of the Spirit in the Bible.  Yes, one of the main ways that we hear this proclamation is to spend time reading the Bible, on a regular basis... as a spiritual practice.

So... how is your Bible reading coming?  If it has been awhile since you opened that Bible on your headboard, on your nightstand, or on a bookshelf, pick it up!  Where to begin, you might ask?  Well, the Episcopal Church has a Daily Office Lectionary - a guide for reading the Bible on a daily basis.  Pick up a copy of “Forward Day by Day” in the narthex (or find it online), find the daily readings and a short meditation for each day of the week, and spend a little time with those readings for the day.  Even if you just read one of the lessons for the day, my hunch is that you will begin finding new life.  You may also encounter the living Christ in a way that you haven’t in a while.  Not only that, you will probably hear something very different than you are hearing all the time online, on the radio, on TV, etc.

You and I have an opportunity - every single day - to read and hear the timeless Word of God.  Let’s take advantage of that opportunity!  Perhaps our doing so will lead to a major new reformation in our own land.


Forsaking the Easy Way

“Enter through the narrow gate; for the gate is wide and the road is easy that leads to destruction, and there are many who take it. For the gate is narrow and the road is hard that leads to life, and there are few who find it.”  (Matthew 7:13-14)

Forsaking the Easy Way and Finding LIfe

I don’t know if it is possible that I could be more optimistic than Jesus - probably not!  In this portion of the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus doesn’t seem to think that many of us are going to enter through the narrow gate or walk the hard road that leads to life.  I think this “narrow gate” that Jesus is referring to is entered when we walk the path of love.  Perhaps he calls it a “hard road” because it is not easy to love... it is not easy to love God, love others, love our enemies, love the planet, or love the marginalized in the same way that we love ourselves.  On the other hand, I meet a lot of people who are very loving... who look beyond themselves and are committed to bringing light, love, and healing to the planet.

What I feel confident about is that - when things happen - you and I always have a choice about how we respond.

If someone gives me feedback, I can choose the wide gate of defensiveness and reactivity, or I can choose the narrow gate of openness to learning.

If I am feeling fearful, I can choose the wide gate of withdrawing into myself... and maybe even amassing more weapons, or I can choose the narrow gate of wondering what is really going on for me, and shifting my state - with God’s help - through a move like accepting, appreciating, or loving someone... perhaps even myself.

If I am feeling helpless about horrific events that happen - whether close by or far away - I can choose the wide gate of throwing up my hands and saying “Nothing can be done!” or I can choose the narrow gate of phoning or emailing my Congressperson, attending a prayer vigil, and discussing other actions I can take with my brothers and sisters of faith.

If I wake up on the wrong side of the bed, I can choose the wide gate of complaining and finding someone to blame, or I can choose the narrow gate of being grateful to God for the beauty of creation, the roof over my head, the food I have to eat for breakfast, or a thousand other things.

In any given moment, you and I can make decisions that either enhance life for others (and ourselves), or do things that lead to destruction.

According to Jesus, one road is much easier than the other.  But the easy road is not the road that leads to life.

We are not perfect.  We mess up.  We do things that hurt others; we do things that are self-destructive.  And, whether we are walking toward the narrow gate or the wide gate,  Jesus is constantly whispering or shouting to us, “Choose life!  Choose life!  Choose life!”

How will you enter by the narrow gate today?

For all the ways that your bring love, light, healing, hope, and peace to the world, I say “Thank you!”  Much more importantly, whenever you do these things, God says, “Well done, good and faithful servant!  Enter into the joy - and life - of your Master.”


Prophetic Vision

"When an attendant of the man of God rose early in the morning and went out, an army with horses and chariots was all around the city. His servant said, “Alas, master! What shall we do?” He replied, “Do not be afraid, for there are more with us than there are with them.” Then Elisha prayed: “O Lord, please open his eyes that he may see.” So the Lord opened the eyes of the servant, and he saw; the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha."
(2 Kings 6:15-17)


When we think of prophets, we often think about their hearing and their speaking.  Prophets are tuned in to the voice of God.  Then they speak what they hear - to the leader, to the people... to whomever God commands them to speak.  The little portion of scripture quoted above has to do with a time when the Aramean army came to a city called Dothan to seize Elisha.  In this little interaction, we are reminded that prophets also have excellent vision.  When Elisha’s servant woke up early in the morning, he saw the Aramean army all around the city.  But he didn’t see what Elisha saw.  Elisha saw the “horses and chariots of fire” that belonged to the Lord.  Elisha prayed that the Lord would open his servant’s eyes, and then the servant was able to see what Elisha saw.

Yes, true prophets tend to SEE the presence of God - much more clearly that the rest of us do.  The prophets see the presence of God because they are looking for it.  You and I, with practice, can improve our vision.

When someone walks away from a car crash or a plane crash, and there is no rational explanation - God has been present.

When a friend or relative goes back to the doctor, and the tumor is no longer there, and no one knows why... God has been present.

When someone forgives someone who has caused him/her great harm, God has been present.

When you step out in faith in following a dream, or in taking a new job, or in moving to a new place, or in paying for a class or a training when it doesn’t seem like you have the money to do so - and almost everyone around you thinks you are crazy - and things start unfolding for the good in a way that you cannot explain... God has been present.

When the oppressed, the weak, or the marginalized somehow triumph over incredible odds, and perhaps even help transform their oppressors (continue reading 2 Kings 6:18-23), God has been present.

Prophets see these kinds of things.  When you and I are not paying attention, or have our blinders on, we miss them.

Lord, open our eyes!  Help us to see your loving, saving presence in the world. And may we be transformed by what we see.  Amen.


Disasters: Opportunities for Love and Generosity

"As he walked by the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon, who is called Peter, and Andrew his brother, casting a net into the sea—for they were fishermen. And he said to them, “Follow me, and I will make you fish for people.” Immediately they left their nets and followed him. As he went from there, he saw two other brothers, James son of Zebedee and his brother John, in the boat with their father Zebedee, mending their nets, and he called them. Immediately they left the boat and their father, and followed him." (Matthew 4:18-22)


The disasters and conflicts that have made the headlines in recent weeks are shocking, saddening, and - if we are not careful - mind-numbing.  Hurricane Harvey.  Hurricane Irma.  Hurricane Maria.  Two earthquakes in Mexico - the most recent one occurring yesterday.  Fires in the Pacific Northwest and in Canada.  Muslims fleeing violence in Myanmar.  Another London subway bombing. Riots in St. Louis.  Ongoing wars in Iraq, Afghanistan, Syria, South Sudan.  Undoubtedly I have forgotten to mention some of them in this quick recounting.  Different people have asked me, “Is this the end times?”  I don’t know the answer to that.  It does sound similar to what Jesus referenced when the disciples asked what would be the signs of his coming again and “the end of the age.”  (Matthew 24:3-8)

What I know for sure is that we are called to follow him into loving everyone, being agents of light and healing, and proclaiming the good news of the reign of God - now, more than ever. Peter and Andrew and James and John left their nets to learn how to “fish for people.” (Matthew 4:19)  Fishing for people, as Jesus modeled it, had to do with seeing them, respecting them, listening to them, and offering love, healing and hope.

It seems to me that whenever disasters or crises or tragedies present themselves, we are being given new opportunities by God to love and to be generous.  Those who are more blessed in the moment - those whose houses are still standing, those who have not lost loved ones, those who have ample resources - are invited by God to share what they have.  This includes everything from praying to sending money to using our strong bodies to help others clean up and rebuild to standing in solidarity with those who have experienced injustice, oppression, and/or discrimination.

Two of these disasters have hit very close to home for me.  Hurricane Harvey flooded my father-in-law’s home in Spring, Texas.  He will not live in it again.  Fortunately, because of Orin’s resources and the resources of all those who love him and are helping him, he will be moving into a beautiful 2-bedroom apartment on October 1.  The island nation of Dominica, where I served as a Peace Corps Volunteer in the 1980’s, suffered incredible devastation from Hurricane Maria on Monday.  We are still waiting to hear news about the fate of the people there, and I feel very, very sad.

For every person I know who has been affected by these disasters, there are obviously thousands - even hundreds of thousands - that I have never met... who are going through similar losses, similar shock, similar emotions.  What I know is that - in Christ - I am connected to all of these people, known and unknown to me.  They are our brothers and sisters on planet Earth.  They are the ones Jesus is referencing when he sends us out to fish for people, when he sends us out to love and heal.

Is your life sufficiently blessed right now?  Do you have money, time, expertise, energy and other skills and resources that can be shared?  If so, God is calling you to go out into the world and fish for people, by making a connection with them... loving them... and offering whatever you can - out of your sufficiency, out of your abundance.

Yes, these disasters provide opportunities for us to be loving and generous.  In the midst of all the tragedy and heartache and loss and trauma, that is the silver lining.  This is what the reign of God looks like - people showing up in the worst of times and offering hugs, help, money, hope, and healing, and a message that “We are with you.  We are all in this together, and we are not going to be alright until that time that you are alright.”

“And now, Father, send us out to do the work you have given us to do, to love and serve you as faithful witnesses of Christ our Lord.”  (The Book of Common Prayer, p. 366)


Listening to God, Priming the Pump

Then the word of the Lord came to him, saying, “Go now to Zarephath, which belongs to Sidon, and live there; for I have commanded a widow there to feed you.” So he set out and went to Zarephath. When he came to the gate of the town, a widow was there gathering sticks; he called to her and said, “Bring me a little water in a vessel, so that I may drink.” As she was going to bring it, he called to her and said, “Bring me a morsel of bread in your hand.” But she said, “As the Lord your God lives, I have nothing baked, only a handful of meal in a jar, and a little oil in a jug; I am now gathering a couple of sticks, so that I may go home and prepare it for myself and my son, that we may eat it, and die.” Elijah said to her, “Do not be afraid; go and do as you have said; but first make me a little cake of it and bring it to me, and afterwards make something for yourself and your son. For thus says the Lord the God of Israel: The jar of meal will not be emptied and the jug of oil will not fail until the day that the Lord sends rain on the earth.” She went and did as Elijah said, so that she as well as he and her household ate for many days. The jar of meal was not emptied, neither did the jug of oil fail, according to the word of the Lord that he spoke by Elijah.  (1 Kings 17:8-16)


You know that advice you get on an airplane, “First put on your own oxygen mask, then assist your children with putting on their masks”?  Sometimes that is the right thing to do.  Take care of your own needs; then you will be ready to help others.  But that is not always the way to go.  That is not what Elijah said to the widow of Zarephath.  He didn’t say, “Feed yourself and your son.  Then feed me.”  No.  He said, in effect, “Make some cakes.  But first feed me.  Then make some cakes for you and your son.  Then watch and see what the Lord does to provide for all of us.”

The widow listened to Elijah, and it unfolded as Elijah predicted.  Elijah received his guidance by listening to God.  The widow also received guidance from God.  Hers just came to her through Elijah.

I think there are two little lessons for us in this story.

The first is that God is offering guidance to us all the time.  The issue is not whether God wants to guide us.  The issues are:  1) Are we listening for God’s word to us?  2) When we hear God’s guidance, our we willing to act on what we hear?  Sometimes we are not willing.  “Oh.  That can’t be what God wants me to do!”  Or, “I didn’t really hear God say that, did I?”

The second lesson might be called “priming the pump of generosity.”  Are we willing to acknowledge that God is calling us to be people who share from what we have - from our sufficiency, or even from our abundance?  Sometimes it seems to take a hurricane or a flood or a fire or an earthquake or an act of terrorism to make us acknowledge the needs of our fellow humans.  Why?  I’m not sure.  Perhaps that level of disaster makes us realize, “That could have been me.”  Perhaps we don’t see the needs that are all around us in “everyday” life.  Perhaps we need some big thing - it was a drought during the time of Elijah - to wake us up, so that we realize, “Hey!  These are not competing interests.  We’re all in this together.”

Many times God is calling us to get outside of ourselves and prime the pump with our giving.  Perhaps your giving prompts me to give, or vice versa.  And before you know it, a huge crowd of people are fed on what appeared to be only five loaves of bread and two fish.  (Mark 6:30-44) But someone or a couple of someones - perhaps even a boy (John 6:9) - got the whole giving phenomenon started.

Are we willing to be like the widow of Zarephath? Are we willing to be like the boy?  Are we willing to act on the God-nudges that we hear, and give to others first - even if it seems sort of crazy to do so?

Following the messages that we get from God is not always logical.  But our faithfulness just might save someone else’s life... and our own.


A Commitment to Bless

Our Hearts, Thoughts, and Tongues... and a Commitment to Bless

“With it [the tongue] we bless the Lord and Father, and with it we curse those who are made in the likeness of God. From the same mouth come blessing and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this ought not to be so. Does a spring pour forth from the same opening both fresh and brackish water?”      (James 3:9-11)

On a recent Sunday, we heard the lesson from Matthew where Jesus talked about the connection between our hearts and out mouths.  “But what comes out of the mouth proceeds from the heart...” (Matthew 15:18a)  There is a connection between our hearts, our thoughts, and our words.  James is concerned about our tongues, and especially about what we might call our lack of integrity.  With our tongues we bless the Lord and Father, and “with it we curse those who are made in the likeness of God” (James 3:9) - i.e., our fellow human beings.  James says that blessing and cursing should not come from the same mouth.  (verse 10)

What if - for this week or for this month - we made a commitment to only bless?

When someone cuts you off in traffic or rides on your bumper, strive to say, “Whatever is going on for this person, Lord... bless him/her!”

If a new trial or challenge comes your way, say, “Thank you for this learning opportunity, Lord.  Now, I beg you... bless me with your strength!”

When you notice that you are being hard on yourself... that you are, in effect, cursing yourself, say, “Lord, forgive me.  Remind me that I am fearfully and wonderfully made in your image and likeness.  Bless me with that knowledge.”

And when ordinary people or powerful leaders seem bent on violence and evil, pray in this way:  “Lord, I pray that you would convert the hearts of those who are bent on evil and destruction, and turn their hearts of stone into hearts of compassion.  And - while you are at it, Lord - convert my heart, too!”

If nothing else seems possible in the moment, perhaps we can blurt out, “O Lord, give me patience!”

Jesus and James are both teaching us that being an agent of blessing is the preferred path.

What if - for the next 7 or 30 or 365 days - we made a commitment to only bless?




“So teach us to count our days that we may gain a wise heart.” (Psalm 90:12)

Yesterday I turned 60.  Today I began my 7th decade on this lovely and precious planet of ours.  It is giving me pause, this turning 60 - much more than turning 50 did. Last night at dinner a friend said she remembered Katie Hendricks saying that “our 60’s are very creative years.”  I like the sound of that!  I don’t feel 60 - whatever that means.  More than that, it doesn’t seem possible that I am 60.  It does feel like time is moving faster to me, the older that I become.  I’ve also been reminded again recently that life can end just like that... ! .... and so I want to make the most of my days.  I want to keep learning how to love, I want to pursue the things that I hear God calling me to pursue.  I want to be grateful for each day.

What I”d like to do in this moment is think back on each of the first six decades of my life, and offer some reflections and and some thanksgivings.  So here goes...

Ages 0-10:  Thankful that my parents decided to have one last child!  For being born in England and eventually having the perspective of being a citizen of the world.  For my parents and sisters, for my first school teachers, for Coach William in Little League (the best baseball coach I ever had), for my earliest experiences hiking, camping, swimming, fishing, going to the beach and body surfing, and going to Church - things I still enjoy to this day.

Ages 10-20:  More education, more good teachers - from Stiles Point Elementary (South Carolina) to First Colonial High School (Virginia) to the University of Colorado.  For the Congregational Church and then the Episcopal Church.  For driving across the country with my family (many times!) as we towed that Nimrod pop-up trailer, and all the birthdays I had in Colorado.  For climbing my first 14er, Longs Peak, at age 17. For the beginning of driving and dating and leaving home.

Ages 20-30:  For all the turns I took in trying to figure out who I was and what I wanted to be - from journalism (one semester) to environmental conversation (B.A) to law school to Peace Corps (teaching high school) to discernment for Holy Orders.  For being paid (very poorly!) to lead hikes for the YMCA of the Rockies.  For meeting Julia (greatest gift from God - ever!) and getting married just before I turned 30.  For growing in faith and realizing that I could indeed have a transformative and personal relationship with God, through Christ.  For the first time I ran in the Bolder Boulder. For climbing 14ers...

Ages 30-40:  Going to seminary and becoming parents to Zach and Hannah and starting my vocation as a priest.  Learning so much from being married... from being a dad... from being in therapy... from daily quiet time with God... from Bible study with others. Learning from parishioners at St. John Chysostom and St. Martha’s. Being with my father one last time, just before he died... when I was 38.  For being part of a clergy wellness group (still happening to this day). Colorado getting a Major League baseball team. Climbing more 14ers...

Ages 40-50:  More parenting, almost all of it delightful!  Coming to St. Ambrose.  Being in the room with my sisters when our mom took her last breath, when I was 44.  For a great 50th birthday, including a trip to Boston and Fenway Park with Zach to see the Red Sox play the Yankees (I wish Dad could have been there!).  Beginning to learn from Gay and Katie Hendricks.  Began writing weekly email meditations.  Climbing more 14ers...

Ages 50-60:  Seeing Zach and Hannah go off to college and graduate from college, and begin to find their path in the world.  Learning more - with others - about conscious loving and healthy relationships, and bringing these teachings, with Julia, to St. Ambrose. Four international mission trips with members of St. Ambrose. Learning so much from the parishioners and staff of St. Ambrose.  An amazing sabbatical in 2015, including pilgrimages to Peru, Hawaii, Scotland, and Italy. Zach getting engaged to Jordan Anderson. Slowing down in climbing 14ers, but backpacking the entire Colorado Trail over the summers of 2011-2013.  Somewhere during this decade, I preached my 1,000th sermon. I am grateful for attentive, encouraging listeners! Being part of an amazing learning group with Julia and eight other people over the past four years. Re-proposing to Julia after 25 years of marriage, then celebrating 30 years of marriage with her and our children and Jordan and Regina (Hannah’s friend) just a few weeks ago.

I don’t know what will transpire in the next 10 years.  I know that Zach and Jordan are getting married next June, and that they plan to launch their careers in Minnesota.  I know that Hannah is about to start her second year as an elementary school teacher, and that Julia and I still have plenty of dreams - individually and as a couple - to keep us excited about life for many years.

Thank you for the part you have played in teaching me, encouraging me, giving me feedback, telling me about the part of a sermon or a meditation that spoke to you.  Thank you for allowing me to come into your lives in different ways, whether that be through officiating at your wedding, baptizing your children, presiding at a loved one’s funeral, hearing your stories of how you have experienced God in your life, going with you on retreats or on mission trips, singing and praying with you on Sunday mornings, praying with you on other occasions, or as we shared a trail.

I am extremely grateful to God for having lived for 60 years, and I appreciate the part that you have played in my learning, my growth, my joy.  THANK YOU!

Who are some of the people you are grateful for.... what are some of the experiences for which you give thanks.... as you count your days?




Make a joyful noise to the Lord, all the earth.
Worship the Lord with gladness; come into his presence with singing.
Know that the Lord is God. It is he that made us, and we are his; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.      (Psalm 100:1-3)

“Know that the Lord is God.  It is he that made us, and we are his; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.” This verse from Psalm 100 is one of a number of places in Holy Scripture where we are reminded that we all belong to God.

Jews, Christians, Muslims, Buddhists, Hindus, Sikhs, Baha’is, members of any other faith, atheists, agnostics - we all belong to God.

Americans, Koreans, Mexicans, Iranians, Syrians, Israelis, Egyptians, the Sudanese, South Africans, the British, Indians, Pakistanis, Norwegians, Germans, the Japanese and Chinese, Russians, Peruvians, Venezuelans, Dominicans, Barbadians, Jamaicans, and every other nationality - we all belong to God.

Straight, gay, lesbian, transgender, questioning - we all belong to God.

Black, white, and people of any other skin color - we all belong to God.

None of us is better or “superior” because of our skin color, because of our religion, because of the country where we were born.  We are all the beloved of God.... at one point or another, we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23) ... there are plenty of times when we need to repent of our thoughts, words, and actions... we ALL stand in need of God’s grace.

There is no place for racism in the Church, for we are all one in God, one in Christ, one in the Spirit, and we - of all people - are called to love our neighbors as ourselves and love our enemies.

No one should be thought of as an enemy just because he or she is of a different race, has a different skin color, is of a different ethnic group, belongs to a different faith, or is a different gender or has a different sexual orientation from my own.  To think or act upon such beliefs would not be “Christian” behavior.  Before he was arrested and crucified, Jesus was very clear that we are to love one another as he loves us.  There are no exceptions when it comes to those who God is calling us to love. Love is the reason that we all have been put on this earth.

People of faith must speak out against racism and also be willing to take long and hard looks at ourselves.  To the extent that we participate in spreading any racial stereotypes, to the extent that we prejudge, attack or abuse others based on race, ethnicity, or skin color, we must repent.  And that means we must change our ways and ask God to transform our hearts, our minds, our souls... our very ways of thinking and being. All that is required for our transformation to occur is for us to be willing to cooperate with the purposes of God, for God is in the transformation business.

In THE BOOK OF JOY, both the Dalai Lama and Archbishop Desmond Tutu talk about recognizing the truth that we are all one humanity.  And both of these men have had many more reasons to be hateful of their fellow man than most of us.  But they don’t hate; they love. They have forgiven and continue to forgive... they wish good for their enemies.  They have developed what the Dalai Lama calls “warm-heartedness.”

Yes, the only race that God wants to love and save is the human race.

Let us follow in Jesus’ steps and participate in the only revolution that counts for anything - the revolution of love.  Let us pray for God’s daily infusion of grace, so that we all develop warm hearts.


Bucking the System, Finding LIfe


He called the crowd with his disciples, and said to them, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it. For what will it profit them to gain the whole world and forfeit their life? Indeed, what can they give in return for their life? Those who are ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of them the Son of Man will also be ashamed when he comes in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.” (Mark 8:34-38)

Richard Rohr says that when the phrase “the world” is used in the New Testament, it usually refers not to the planet or the universe, but to the dominant political and economic system.  We see this usage in the words from Jesus quoted above.  “For what will it profit them to gain the whole world and forfeit their life?” (Mark 8:36)  In other words, what will it profit you to gain all sorts of wealth and power, if you have no friends, never sit by an ocean or a mountain stream, are not generous with your time or money, never seek God, and have lost contact with your soul?

In contrast to “the world”, Jesus talks about the kingdom or the reign of God.

In the reign of God:

  • getting up early in the morning to pray, perhaps even while it is still dark outside, is highly valued.  If you can manage to do be quiet and seek God on a daily basis, well... Moses and Elijah and the angels are probably starting to talk about you!
  • being an instrument of God’s compassion and healing, especially when it comes to those who are down and out, is pretty much expected, as a fulfillment of “Love your neighbor as yourself.”
  • considering the lilies and the ravens and taking care of Mother Earth is of more value than trying to extract every last resource out of the ground.
  • face-to-face time with family and friends... eating around the table and reflecting together on what is really important in life... is more important than working 80 hours a week and never getting curious about the key principles that lie behind God’s gift of Sabbath.
  • being a peace-maker leads to you being called a child of God, and might just help us avoid nuclear war.
  • you forgiving someone is another way that God becomes incarnate.
  • speaking the truth - IN LOVE - is the call that we aspire to fulfill.
  • dying to ego... to the False Self... to the idea that you are the center of the universe... to the notion that you must be right, at all costs... is the identified path that we are being invited to take, as a way of rediscovering our essence, our true identity in Christ, and the new life that is founded in us being beloved children of God.

You will notice that joining in the reign of God leads us - almost inevitably - to bucking “the system.”  What?  I don’t necessarily need to work more hours or have a nicer car or a second home?  What? Making a decision that looks risky, or even silly or stupid, or following a dream that seems crazy to many people... responding to what you hear as Gods’ voice urging you on, may be more celebrated in heaven as an act of faithfulness than you building a safe nest egg and not ruffling anyone’s feathers?  What? Pulling your children out of school on Opening Day, or sharing a wheelbarrow with your neighbor rather than buying one for yourself - these might be good things?  What?  After reading the Old and New Testaments carefully, we might actually hear God saying, “Welcome more immigrants into your country, not less!”

Yes, the reign of God often looks very different from the ways of “the world.”

As you go through the rest of your week, ask yourself these questions:

What kind of life are you trying to “save”?

For what or for whom are you willing to die?

How does “the world” have a hold of you in a way that is keeping your from embracing the reign of God?

In what area of your life is God asking you to let go, die, or surrender, so that you may more fully live?

If you weren’t scared, and you fully believed that God was with you and for you, what would you do today?

Lord, help us to embrace You, and all that you are offering us.  Help us to be instruments of your love, joy, peace, light, and healing.  Help us to die to the ways of the world, and draw us ever closer to You, to our fellow human beings, and to all creation. Amen.


How Will You Use Your Power Today?

"Immediately he made his disciples get into the boat and go on ahead to the other side, to Bethsaida, while he dismissed the crowd. After saying farewell to them, he went up on the mountain to pray.

When evening came, the boat was out on the sea, and he was alone on the land. When he saw that they were straining at the oars against an adverse wind, he came towards them early in the morning, walking on the sea. He intended to pass them by. But when they saw him walking on the sea, they thought it was a ghost and cried out; for they all saw him and were terrified. But immediately he spoke to them and said, “Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid.” Then he got into the boat with them and the wind ceased. And they were utterly astounded...

When they had crossed over, they came to land at Gennesaret and moored the boat. When they got out of the boat, people at once recognized him, and rushed about that whole region and began to bring the sick on mats to wherever they heard he was. And wherever he went, into villages or cities or farms, they laid the sick in the marketplaces, and begged him that they might touch even the fringe of his cloak; and all who touched it were healed." (Mark 6:45-51, 53-56)


You are a powerful person.  The same Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead resides in you, and you have access to that power (and wisdom), every single day!  So two questions that arise are:

Are you using that power?

How will you use that power?

In the short number of verses covered by Mark 6:30-56, Jesus 1) fed 5000 men (plus women and children) after blessing five loaves of bread and two fish and handing them to the disciples to distribute to the people, 2) walked up a mountain to pray, 3) walked on the Sea of Galilee, 4) calmed the anxieties of the disciples in the boat, and 5) healed all who came to him in village, city, or farm, as power went out from him when people touched the fringe of his cloak.

I feel like a slouch in comparison!

On the other hand, I - like you - have walked up a mountain or two and heard God speaking to me... have calmed the anxieties of others now and then... have been an instrument of healing and blessing a time or two, through listening or praying for someone or simply being present... have been part of a team that has cooked a hot meal and served it to those in need.

So... again... you and I have access to the same power that raised Jesus from the dead! And we make choices every day about how to use that power.

Will we listen to someone generously or shout someone down?

Will we seek revenge or seek to understand and even to forgive?

Will we smile at a stranger and say “hello”, or walk right by and not even see the other person?

Will we assume the best about our family members, friends, and co-workers, or assume that they are acting from the worst possible motives?

Will we seek to inspire someone today, or use our energy to attack someone and find fault with him/her?

Will we take the time to play with a child or a pet, or see that as a waste of our time?

Will we use our money as a way of being generous with others, or will we spend most of our energy just trying to acquire more money?

Jesus was very in touch and in tune with his power.  He didn’t deny that he had power.  He knew that he was powerful.  He also made choices about how he used it.

What about you?  How will you use your power today?


What Is New in Your Life?

Now John’s disciples and the Pharisees were fasting; and people came and said to him, “Why do John’s disciples and the disciples of the Pharisees fast, but your disciples do not fast?” Jesus said to them, “The wedding guests cannot fast while the bridegroom is with them, can they? As long as they have the bridegroom with them, they cannot fast. The days will come when the bridegroom is taken away from them, and then they will fast on that day.
“No one sews a piece of unshrunk cloth on an old cloak; otherwise, the patch pulls away from it, the new from the old, and a worse tear is made. And no one puts new wine into old wineskins; otherwise, the wine will burst the skins, and the wine is lost, and so are the skins; but one puts new wine into fresh wineskins.”  (Mark 2:18-22)


The promise of the Spirit is new life in Christ - a dying to the old (in large part, a dying to the ego and the “power over” game), and an embracing of a life lived in faith, where Spirit is guiding us and we learn how to love and how to leap.

All this assumes that we won’t stay the same... we won’t keep doing “the same old things”... that we - as individuals and as churches - will evolve and transform.

Jesus ushers in a new covenant, where the standard is not “Love your neighbor as yourself”, but “Love one another as I have loved you.”  This is new wine, and, as Jesus says, “no one puts new wine into old wineskins...”, unless they want to lose both the wine and the skins. (Mark 2:22)

So... as I often do in these meditations, I offer some questions for your reflection:

What leap of faith - whether small or large - have you taken recently?

What “wrong people”... what “sinners and tax collectors” (see Mark 2:16)... have you eaten with lately?

What is new in your life this year, and how is that person or that activity leading to your transformation?

How are you a different person now than you were a year ago?  Five years ago? Ten years ago?  Over that span, what have you learned about loving God, loving others, loving yourself, loving the planet, loving as Jesus loves you?  What have you learned about forgiveness?

What brings you joy?

What spiritual practice has been bringing you joy lately?  Prayer?  Worship? Reading the Bible? Serving the less fortunate? Giving away money? Being a steward of God’s creation? Being in a small group with others who are following Jesus and seeking to grow in faithfulness?  ________________?

“The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end; they are new ever morning...” (Lamentations 3:22-23a)

How will you embrace the new mercies of God today?


Addicted to God?

Addicted to... God?

“Give ear to my words, O Lord;
    consider my meditation.
 Hearken to my cry for help, my King and my God,
    for I make my prayer to you.
 In the morning, Lord, you hear my voice;
    early in the morning I make my appeal and watch for you.”
        (Psalm 5:1-3, The Book of Common Prayer)

I heard a report on Colorado Public Radio today that 60,000 will die from opioid overdoses in the U.S. this year, and the prediction is that 500,000 will die over the next decade.  My reaction is one of alarm and deep sadness.  Recently, Julia and I traveled through Denver’s airport as we prepared to fly to Seattle.  We noticed people sitting at airport bars drinking alcohol at 10:00 in the morning.  This is equally depressing to me.

I have never been addicted to drugs or alcohol, and I am not a trained addiction counselor, so I am probably the last person who should be commenting on all of this.  Read on with that in mind, please.

I am left to wonder:  Is life in the U.S. so bad - or so boring or unfulfilling - that 50,000+ will risk killing themselves this year for a high?

Though not a chemical addiction, we see people getting “lost” in their cell phones, “checking out” with TV or the internet, or not being able to get started in the morning without turning on the news.  We seem to have an unlimited capacity, as human beings, for escaping reality.

Meanwhile, our Parish Administrator, Kristy Weprin, told me that on Monday, July 3, a toad sat on the windowsill outside of the church office for about four hours.  By the end of her shift, it had moved about six feet away.

Maybe we can take a lesson from this toad.

Do you think we could spend the first 15-30 minutes of our day sitting in silence, with an intention of connecting with God?

Do we even believe it is possible to get “high” by connecting with God? (If we don’t, maybe we should!) More than that, what would happen if we were all seeking guidance from God - each and every day - for how we might serve?  What if we prayed each morning for God to put people in front of us.... people to love?

Perhaps we all need to risk getting “addicted” to God, in such a way that we could not stand to go one day without God... in such a way that if we hadn’t sat in God’s presence in the morning, we would be noticeably agitated, and if people came up to us later in the day and asked, “What’s wrong?”, we would say, “I’ve got to have a message from the Spirit... I need to feel Jesus with me right now.  I can’t go on without the Lord.”

I believe there is WAY more fulfillment - traveling down this path with God.  What do you think?

In the meantime, let’s all pray this prayer today:

O blessed Lord, you ministered to all who came to you: Look with compassion upon all who through addiction have lost their health and freedom.  Restore to them the assurance of your unfailing mercy; remove from them the fears that beset them; strengthen them in the work of their recovery; and to those who care for them, give patient understanding and persevering love.  Amen.

(“For the Victims of Addiction” - The Book of Common Prayer, p. 831)

Good News from St. Ambrose

GOOD NEWS - Updates from St. Ambrose

“Happy is everyone who fears the Lord, who walks in his ways.
    You shall eat the fruit of the labor of your hands; you shall be happy, and it shall         go well with you.”   - Psalm 128:1-2

It is getting hot in Colorado.  Summer is in full-bloom.  Children are out of school.  People are going to the pool, taking a hike, or having a picnic.  They are going on trips or watching their favorite baseball team.  Church attendance is spotty at best (except for those churches that are in tourist towns), because people are out and about.

And I have good news to share.  Are you ready?

In June, 12 people from St. Ambrose - members and friends - went on another mission trip to the REMAR orphanage and school in La Libertad, El Salvador.  There was illness.  There were injuries.  But a lot of great work was done.  Cross-cultural friendships were strengthened.  Before we left, there was talk of returning.  Magnifico!

The Vestry (church board) of St. Ambrose, after months of parish-wide discernment, voted to offer same-sex marriage at St. Ambrose, and Bishop O’Neill has now given us permission to offer this sacrament to those in committed relationships who seek it.  And... I was recently able to have a small role in a wedding of close friends in Port Angeles, Washington - Kathy Carsey and Janet Coles.  Kat and Janet had been together for 23 years before they were married last Sunday!

Amy Lythgoe was ordained to the priesthood on June 10.  By my count, this is now the 14th Ambrosian to be called to holy orders and ordained - 12 priests and two deacons!  I believe all but one of these ordinations has happened since 1991.  Many of these folks still serve faithfully in the Diocese of Colorado.

The woman who cleans St. Ambrose recently mentioned to Kristy, our Parish Administrator, that she could use some more work cleaning houses.  Within days, a neighbor of Kristy’s who was recovering from knee surgery had found out about Eliana and hired her to clean her home!

Members of St. Ambrose have recently graduated from high school, college, and Ph.D programs, joined the Navy, been accepted into Ph.D programs, cooked at the homeless shelter, tutored children and adults, helped immigrants adjust to life in the U.S., gotten married, been baptized, and met relatives whom they had never known before.  Our members are reaching out and helping those who have had major surgeries, as well as praying for people and sending encouragement to those who live far away, who happen to be going through their own personal challenges.

This is the Body of Christ in action.

What does it mean to “fear” the Lord?  (verse 1, above)  It means to have a healthy respect - even awe - for the amazing power of God, who still brings about healing and freedom and reconciliation and all kinds of good.  

Trust in the Lord.  Fear the Lord.  And... no matter how big the challenge, no matter how big the loss, in the end... “it shall go well with you.”

Yes, it shall.

What good news do you have to share?


Our Perspective, Our Vision

[Jesus] looked up and saw rich people putting their gifts into the treasury; he also saw a poor widow put in two small copper coins. He said, “Truly I tell you, this poor widow has put in more than all of them; for all of them have contributed out of their abundance, but she out of her poverty has put in all she had to live on.”


Jesus was a great observer of humanity, of birds and bushes and sheep and clouds.  He was a great observer of life, and noticed what many people undoubtedly missed.  On this particular occasion, he was noticing the offerings the people were making outside of the temple.  He noticed the offerings that the rich people made.  He noticed the offering of two small copper coins made by “a poor widow.”  In Mark’s version of this story, Jesus saw many rich people “put in large sums.”

To a person who did not observe deeply, it would look like the rich people were the super-generous ones, because they gave large sums of money.  But Jesus did not see it that way. He noticed the value of the gift when compared to the person’s overall wealth.  And that leads to the key observation that Jesus makes:  “Truly I tell you, this poor widow has put in more than all of them; for all of them have contributed out of their abundance, but she out of her poverty has put in all she had to live on.” (Luke 21:4)

So it becomes a story about way more than how much people money people put in the treasury.  It a story about incredible generosity and incredible faithfulness in God.  You don’t put in all you have to live on unless you have an incredible trust in the One who provides everything... on a daily basis.

I am also suggesting that this is a story about how we see, or at least how Jesus sees in comparison to how I see.

I can miss a deeper truth if I only look at someone or something in a very superficial way.  

“Oh, that person grew up in ____________.  She/he must not be very educated.”

“He runs with a funny style.  He can’t be fast!”  (I remember thinking this one of the first times I saw my eventual Peace Corps roommate Alan run.  Later on, when we ran in some long distant races in Dominica, he beat everyone in the entire country!  Oh, but his feet flail out to the side when he runs!  Yeah, so?)

“We’ve tried that before. That won’t work!”

“You’re going to make the one who is slow of speech confront Pharaoh and bring the people out of Egypt?  Please! Not him!” (cf. Exodus 4:10)

“No way!  Are you really going to anoint the eighth and youngest son of Jesse as the King of Israel? Why would you do that?” (cf. 1 Samuel 16)

You can probably think of a number of times when you made a big assumption, based on what you saw - or thought you saw.  And from this assumption, you decided what someone had done, or what someone could do.  I certainly know that I have this tendency to prejudge someone or assume something is happening, and I end up being totally wrong.  (Who can see and who is blind - and why - is pretty much the theme of the 9th chapter of John’s Gospel, and is always worth another reading.)

Give us your vision, O Lord.  Help us to see, for we are often very blind!


Our Weakness, God's Strength

Relying On God in Our Weakness
2 Corinthians 11:24-27; 12:9-10

“Five times I have received from the Jews the forty lashes minus one. Three times I was beaten with rods. Once I received a stoning. Three times I was shipwrecked; for a night and a day I was adrift at sea; on frequent journeys, in danger from rivers, danger from bandits, danger from my own people, danger from Gentiles, danger in the city, danger in the wilderness, danger at sea, danger from false brothers and sisters; in toil and hardship, through many a sleepless night, hungry and thirsty, often without food, cold and naked.”

“... but [the Lord] said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness.” So, I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me. Therefore I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities for the sake of Christ; for whenever I am weak, then I am strong.”

Our church’s recent mission trip to the REMAR orphanage and school in La Libertad, El Salvador - our second - led me to several observations.  Some of these weren’t new observations, but reminders (and I need those reminders!).

First, I am reminded that many of us have won what might be called the “birth lottery.”  We have been born in the United States, or a similar wealthy country, to educated and comparatively wealthy parents, where we had great opportunities for education, good jobs, exposure to the arts and even travel and other occasions of leisure.  We have been raised in mostly stable countries with many freedoms.

Many people in other parts of the world - including the children of REMAR - have not been nearly so blessed.

Second, there are people of incredible faith, offering love, support, prayers, and teaching to others in great need.  I see this in the staff at REMAR, and I am inspired.  Maria Gonzales, the director of REMAR in La Libertad, said to me, “Vivimos que fe” - “We live by faith!” - and even if she had never said these words, I witnessed it with my own eyes.  From day to day, the leaders of REMAR aren’t sure how many new children will show up at their doorstep, whether the government sends them or they show up at the gate because someone has told them about REMAR.

I’m also reminded, when I serve with my fellow missionaries, that there are plenty of people in our own country who want to serve in the way that Jesus commanded us to serve - seeing and responding to the needs of others by offering a class, a hug, a strong back to move building materials, a listening ear, or by simply being willing to enter into a game of soccer.... finding unity through play and laughter.

When I read about Paul’s missionary service in today’s passage from 2 Corinthians, I am reminded of two things:  1) Paul went through way more hardships than I have ever encountered, and 2) Paul, like our friends in REMAR, recognized his deep need for God.  His weaknesses, his hardships, his challenges in daily life, were all an avenue for God’s strength, God’s power, and God’s faithfulness to shine through.

What feels overwhelming to you today?  Do you feel woefully unprepared or even inadequate to meet the tasks and challenges of this day?  God has you right where God wants you!  Will you use these circumstances as a reminder that each of us is ultimately fully dependent on God... for everything that we need?  Will you use your weaknesses, your lack, your spiritual poverty as reminders to call out to God in prayer?  “Almighty, all-knowing and all-vulnerable God, be my strength and power, and provide for everything that I need this day.  I pray in the Name of the One who emptied himself and took on our humanity, in obedience and faithfulness... I pray in Jesus’ name. Amen.”

Let us walk in the footsteps of Jesus, Paul, and our brothers and sisters at REMAR.  The Lord’s grace is sufficient for us, too.  When we are weak, the Lord is revealed as strong.  The only thing we have to boast about is Christ - the faithfulness, love, and generosity of Christ.


Don't Worry, Trust in the Lord

“Consider the ravens: they neither sow nor reap, they have neither storehouse nor barn, and yet God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds! And can any of you by worrying add a single hour to your span of life? If then you are not able to do so small a thing as that, why do you worry about the rest? Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not clothed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, how much more will he clothe you—you of little faith! And do not keep striving for what you are to eat and what you are to drink, and do not keep worrying. For it is the nations of the world that strive after all these things, and your Father knows that you need them. Instead, strive for his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well. Do not be afraid, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom...” (Luke 12:27-32)

Don’t Worry, Trust in the Lord

I think I used to have a bias against ravens.  Big black birds... bigger than a crow... kind of loud... not as impressive as a hawk or an eagle... not as beautiful a call as a meadowlark or an owl or even a red-winged blackbird... not nearly as cute as a dipper, diving down under the surface of a mountain stream looking for food and them bobbing up and down on a rock, as if they are dancing to a beat that only they can hear.  But ravens, well... what’s so special about them?

Here’s the thing:  I seem to run into ravens almost as often as I see robins.  It’s as if they are following me around, or I’m following them.  There’s one on a lamp post.  There’s one soaring above the park and then landing on a picnic table.  There’s one on the roof right above the steps to my front door.  Here a raven, there a raven... everywhere a raven.  Sometimes I wonder if these birds are the presence of my father (who loved birds), saying to me (along with Jesus), “Pete, it really is going to be okay.  Just enjoy watching this raven for a while.”

Clearly ravens go back a number of centuries, and clearly Jesus observed them in the region of Israel called the Galilee.

“Consider the ravens:  they neither sow nor reap, they have neither storehouse nor barn, and yet God feeds them.  Of how much more value are you than the birds!”  (Is my life more valuable than that of a bird?  I’m not always sure that is true.  But Jesus seemed to think so.)

Jesus took time to consider the ravens, and consider the lilies.  And even though both of these were on the earth for a very short while, Jesus came to these conclusions:  God creates and provides for them, and they don’t worry about how or if they are going to provided for, or what they will wear.

Can’t we trust in God’s provision in the same way that a raven or a lily does?  Probably our brain is our biggest obstacle in this whole enterprise called life.  I have a mentor who says, “Your brain is not always your best friend”, or something like that.  And let’s not even mention our egos...

Seek first God’s kingdom, Jesus says, and “... these things [food, drink, clothing, etc.] will be given to you as well.”  (Luke 12:31) And immediately after this he says, “Do not be afraid, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom.” (verse 32)

That has to be in the group of my favorite sayings of Jesus.  It is God the Father’s good pleasure to give us the kingdom!  God wants to give us all the good and important stuff, and in fact can’t wait to give it to us!

This means that the moment we begin seeking after it, God is already showering us with the blessings that come with the kingdom - people who love us and people we can love, guidance, joy, healing, forgiveness, gracious provision, opportunities to create, learn, and serve, beauty, hope, music - and, of course... birds and flowers... and mountains and streams and oceans and fish and stars and dogs and cats and moose and everything else!

“Do not be afraid..”  Richard Rohr or someone like that says this phrase appears in Scripture around 365 times - once for each day of the year.

Try not to worry so much.  Try not to resist God’s help, God’s daily offer of generosity.  Take some time to consider those ravens and smell the lilac trees.  Maybe even plant a flower or two.  (Perhaps the spring snowstorms have come to an end!)

Trust in the Lord.  Seek the kingdom of God.  Believe in Jesus’ promise, that - when you do - everything else will be given to you by a God who delights in giving.



3 May 2017

“After leaving the synagogue he entered Simon’s house. Now Simon’s mother-in-law was suffering from a high fever, and they asked him about her. Then he stood over her and rebuked the fever, and it left her. Immediately she got up and began to serve them. As the sun was setting, all those who had any who were sick with various kinds of diseases brought them to him; and he laid his hands on each of them and cured them. Demons also came out of many, shouting, “You are the Son of God!” But he rebuked them and would not allow them to speak, because they knew that he was the Messiah. At daybreak he departed and went into a deserted place. And the crowds were looking for him; and when they reached him, they wanted to prevent him from leaving them. But he said to them, “I must proclaim the good news of the kingdom of God to the other cities also; for I was sent for this purpose.” So he continued proclaiming the message in the synagogues of Judea.” (Luke 4:38-44)

Receiving Whatever God Wants to Give Us

Perhaps out biggest assignment, when it comes to God, is to receive what God is regularly offering us.  That might be healing (see above), that might be guidance, it is very often love and affirmation, it is now and then an admonition or a rebuke (see above), it might be the peace that God wants to offer (see John 20:21, 26), it might be a call (go to the land that I will show you... go to Pharaoh to bring my people out of Egypt... allow the Holy Spirit to come upon you, conceive and bear a son, and name him Jesus... be the one to make the first move with the relative that you haven’t spoken to in 10 years...), it might be a the gift of seeing a sunrise or a sunset or a goldfinch or a bighorn sheep.

God is nothing if not loving and giving and generous.  God is always operating in these ways.  God is reaching out and giving of God’s self.  Jesus demonstrated this while he was on this earth, and again during his resurrection appearances.

The issue for us is to receive what God is offering.  And many times, we put obstacles in the way.  See if any of these resonate for you:

  • “I don’t have time to pray.”
  • Someone presents a new idea that could involve us, and we say (in one form or another), “That idea is not good!”  Or “That will never work!”
  • “I just need to buckle down and do this by myself!”
  • “It’s not in my nature to ask for help.”
  • “God doesn’t really speak to people today.”
  • “There’s no way that THIS PERSON could be the voice of God to me!”
  • “Who am I that I should do that, Lord?  You have the wrong person!”
  • “I already know that I am right on this issue.  Why seek out God’s voice, or anyone else’s?”
  • On some level, I want God to be here for me, but not for everyone else.
  • I look down, or straight ahead, or at my phone or my computer, and I don’t see the sky filled with stars or hear the meadowlark or taste how amazing the food is.

God is always sending messages of love, hope, beauty, and guidance.  God is always working through other people.  God is always calling us to notice someone, to love someone, to forgive someone, or to pray for someone.  But we can block the message.  We can ignore God’s love.  We can be so distracted that we miss the call.

So often, I am like a wide receiver who doesn’t even turn around to see if the quarterback is throwing the ball to me.  I am like the 7-year-old outfielder who is lost in his own world, not even noticing that the ball is coming my way.

We can make life with God so complicated, when much of the time God is simply waiting to see if we will receive what is being offered.

How could you shift your schedule, your perspective, your sight, or your hearing, so that today you can receive what God is offering you?

The risen Christ keeps showing up.  May we do the same.




26 April 2017

“‘How long, O Lord?  Will you forget me forever?
    How long will you hide your face from me?

But I trusted in your steadfast love; my heart shall rejoice in your salvation.
    I will sing to the Lord, because he has dealt bountifully with me.”   (Psalm 13:1, 4)


In marriage... in any close relationship... there is the issue of differentiation, which we might call “The Challenge of I and We.”  You can be poorly differentiated on one end of the continuum, where you are fused with your partner and no one knows where one of you stops and the other one starts.  You can be poorly differentiated on the other end of the continuum, where you vehemently demand more and more time for yourself, and you don’t really know how to come together with your spouse/partner/friend in any kind of real, authentic way.

Perhaps this is one of the key challenges of human life, because it is how God designed us!  We are unique human beings.  And... we were made for relationship... made for connection.  Holding the two in tension... holding onto myself while I stay connected to you - and ultimately, all of the “you’s” on the planet - is what is modeled for us by Jesus Christ, and the path to which He is beckons us. “Come, follow me.”

The Psalmist feels all alone (see the beginning of the quote above) most likely because he/she has done something to isolate himself/herself, probably under the guise of “I need to hold onto me!”  Jesus reminds us that it is in dying to self that we find life.  It is the ego - the False Self - to which we are called to die.  Jesus isn’t saying, “Die to the real you.  Your True Self - the essence of who you are in God - must die.”  No.  He’s saying that the part of us that thinks that everything is about us... the part of us that has to be right... the part of us that thinks we are better than everyone else... the part of us that believes that for us to live, others must die or be excluded... the part of us that believes there is no God, or that I am God - that particular False Self needs to die.

And when that dying happens, we will be able to fully connect with the great I AM.  Some describe this as the small “I” (me or you) connecting with the GREAT I (God).  What’s true, according to the teaching of Paul, is that we live “in Christ” - we live inside this GREAT I! (The Psalmist was expressing this reality in verse 4, above.)  We just don’t recognize the truth of this, or act this way - much of the time.

A few questions for this day:

Are you a person who tends to get more lost in the “we” of relationship?

Are you someone who must so hold on to your “I” that you have trouble connecting with others?

Would you be willing to pray - with me! - that God would help us hold on to our essence... our “small” I... while we stay connected to the other “I’s” around us... as well as the great I AM?

I - without you and without God - am a lost soul.

If I try to define myself only in terms of others and their reactions, I am a lost soul, because the “I” that God made me to be gets lost.

I believe it is in holding on to my true I and the We (God/you/all others) - simultaneously - that salvation is found.

It is a tricky dance.  (When I/you/we get it wrong, all sorts of “hell” can happen.)

It is also a lifelong enterprise.  This I-we balance is totally worth pursuing, for this is the abundant life that Jesus talked about.



Wednesday in Easter Week - 19 April 2017

“When he was at the table with them, he took bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them. Then their eyes were opened, and they recognized him; and he vanished from their sight. They said to each other, “Were not our hearts burning within us while he was talking to us on the road, while he was opening the scriptures to us?” That same hour they got up and returned to Jerusalem; and they found the eleven and their companions gathered together. They were saying, “The Lord has risen indeed, and he has appeared to Simon!” Then they told what had happened on the road, and how he had been made known to them in the breaking of the bread.” (Luke 24:30-35)

In the resurrection appearances of Jesus - as he appears to his friends and disciples here and there over a 40-day period - there is a rather common theme of the others not recognizing him at first.  Perhaps his resurrection body was somewhat different from his pre-crucifixion body.  He died as Jesus; he was raised as the Christ. (See 1 Corinthians 15:35-49.)  In any event, the courageous women and the disciples often recognized Jesus when he said their name... when he asked them to throw the net out on the other side of the boat, and it was suddenly filled with fish... or, as in this case with the two disciples that he joined as they were walking to Emmaus, when he took the bread, blessed it, broke it, and gave it to them.

There was something about the way he took the bread... something about the blessing he said... something about the way that he broke it... something about the way that he gave it to them.  And - voila! - their eyes were opened!  “Hey!  This is Jesus with us once again!  It’s him!”  And Luke writes that as soon as they recognized him, he vanished from their sight.

The other thing they point to - after Jesus vanished - was the way their hearts were “burning” when he was opening the scriptures to them.  Imagine being in a 3-person Bible study, and your teacher is Jesus!  That would certainly make my heart burn!  I would be asking so many questions.  Knowing me, I would be writing down notes as quickly as I could.  (Some of you would be recording video on your iPhone.)  A 1:2 Bible study with Jesus, but not knowing it was Jesus!

This is still how the life of faith works.  We often don’t recognize that God is present - in what we are reading, in a meal we are sharing, in a check that unexpectedly arrives in the mail, in words that are being said to us by a family member, a friend, or a stranger.  And then... something happens, and we suddenly realize that our hearts are burning, and that God is with us!

How has God shown up in your life recently - perhaps uninvited and unannounced?  What made your heart burn?  When was the moment that you realized it was God?  What happened?  What was it that made you suddenly recognize that it was God with you?  And... who did you tell?

Be on the lookout during these 50 days of Easter.  You never know when the Creator/the Christ/the Spirit will show up - with a message just for you.